xiaozhu, what u are going thru is just a small phase of ur
life.
one day u are going to realise that u have done a lot of silly
things. you may have cut ur wrists for someone....u may still pin
for him now. but some time later u will have his picture on ur
dartboard.
the things u have done are supposed to wake urself up from the mess
of yesterday. what u thought could be so dear is actually
not.
time will heal ur wounds. meanwhile do try taking up new things to
do to distract urself from this memory. many guys and gals are not
certain of what they want...hence they make some poor people
feeling like spare tyres.
if you never treat a person badly, your conscience is clear.
